Forget it, I'm just going to forget about the guy I like in my film class. I'll be nice to him since he's generally nice to me, but he never answers my messages, so just forget it.
I'm beginning to feel like all the film students just hate me. I keep thinking about just transferring schools and not waiting until I graduate, just doing it now. There is pretty much nothing keeping me here. There's nothing here for me. Everyone hates me, I barely have any friends, I don't do anything, Every time I plan something the few friends I have don't come anyway. All that's here are horrible memories and some even worse people. The only thing keeping me here is that this is a pretty good film program, but I can't really get anything out of it if I'm unable to collaborate with anyone. They talk about how cliqueish film students are, but I'm really starting to think that they are the more cliqueish out of any major. It almost makes me not want to be a film student and just join a major that doesn't require me to talk to anyone ever, or just switch to screenwriting.
What is wrong with me? What is wrong with them? Why do they treat me like this?
It's like I'm broken. Why won't anyone fix me?