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I know when I leave you're all laughing

Laughing at
The Freak
The Weirdo
The Loner

Laughing at
How I have no friends
How I don't fit in
How you all hate me
How I think you're my friends

I know you're all laughing at me

You'll never accept me
You'll never like me

You'll always hate me
You'll always be laughing at me
I just went to the 18th birthday party for a "friend" of mine. I had to leave early since it ended really late. I can't help but always think they must be laughing at me. It's not like they'd actually like me. Nobody would.
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SunShiny-Sunflower Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Did you ask them if they like you?
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TaoShaman Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm too scared to.
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SunShiny-Sunflower Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Well you can't know for sure then. They might actually like you, I mean you got an invitation for a birthday party...
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TaoShaman Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013  Student General Artist
I guess, but I feel like they might just do it to be nice. So they don't feel guilty. It's not like I really have friends or go/do anywhere/thing.
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SunShiny-Sunflower Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Did you ever ask anyone to go somewhere with you or do something with you..?
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TaoShaman Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm always too scared to.
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SunShiny-Sunflower Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Well maybe they're scared to tell you something nice too. ._. It goes both ways really.
I, too, thought that no one likes me until one day I broke down in front of the whole school crying and then everyone came and told me that they find me interesting and would love to hang out but were afraid to say so, because I had given them the signals not to come near. So you gotta start communicating with people in order to know for sure whether they like you or not. Your piece is full with resentment and it has no basis right now, because you don't know whether they really laugh behind your back or not. Find the courage inside you and go to them...
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waiting-for-wings Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
been there before...
wonderfully written, i can really feel the emotion behind it
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TaoShaman Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you very much.
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Cosmic--Chaos Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm so sorry you felt that way. :( I've been there, too, and it's not fun.
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