Nothing

I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for being worthless, pathetic, weak

Maybe I should leave this mortal coil
My mother wouldn't have to deal with a worthless daughter
My classmates wouldn't have to pity the pathetic stranger
My teachers wouldn't have to worry about their stupid student

How I long to see the blood drip from my veins
But I'm even too weak for that
I'm a coward

I'll never be
Strong enough
Pretty enough
Smart enough
Good enough
Anything...

I'll leave this mortal coil alone
Nobody would want to be with a hideous loser like me
Even animals know I'm not worth it
I'm not worth anything

Is there really any point to life when it will always get worse?
Even if it gets better, it will always get worse
For I am nothing
I don't deserve for it to get better

For I will always be
Nothing...
Worthless...
Pathetic...
A coward....