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I keep giving these "friends" of mine more and more chances and once they seem to improve, they go right back to being the worst people I know and making me just despise and hate them.
Today we met up at one of the really nice hotels(I live in Las Vegas) where it was decorated for Christmas. We decided to all come dressed up and take pictures and then go eat dinner. That part was mainly fine, they ignored me a lot so I spent a lot of time walking after them not saying anything, but I'm used to that. But afterwards, my mother texted me saying she was going to pick me up soon, since I can't drive. So they just all decided, okay, we aren't even going to think about it even though we give other people rides home all the time. They didn't even contemplate it maybe, possibly. I don't want to inconvenience anyone, but before they offered to give me a ride there, so why should this be any different? And then right in front of me, while I was still there, they started talking about how they're going to do something after I leave and possibly be out all night like some people did on Monday, one of those people can't drive either so someone must have driven him home and he lives further away from people than I do. So they're all out together having fun, pretty much forgetting about me now.
This type of thing constantly happens. I get left behind while they all go out doing something together. I try so hard to be a good friend. I offer to film things, I show up to things(even though I really don't want to go sometimes). Yet I'm always forgotten while everyone else,especially the new people, are just friends and part of the group without having to even try. It makes me really hate them and hope something bad happens to all of them.
I just really need new friends,but I don't know where to find them. I can only meet people through school and it seems like everyone I meet just gets worse and worse.
Today we met up at one of the really nice hotels(I live in Las Vegas) where it was decorated for Christmas. We decided to all come dressed up and take pictures and then go eat dinner. That part was mainly fine, they ignored me a lot so I spent a lot of time walking after them not saying anything, but I'm used to that. But afterwards, my mother texted me saying she was going to pick me up soon, since I can't drive. So they just all decided, okay, we aren't even going to think about it even though we give other people rides home all the time. They didn't even contemplate it maybe, possibly. I don't want to inconvenience anyone, but before they offered to give me a ride there, so why should this be any different? And then right in front of me, while I was still there, they started talking about how they're going to do something after I leave and possibly be out all night like some people did on Monday, one of those people can't drive either so someone must have driven him home and he lives further away from people than I do. So they're all out together having fun, pretty much forgetting about me now.
This type of thing constantly happens. I get left behind while they all go out doing something together. I try so hard to be a good friend. I offer to film things, I show up to things(even though I really don't want to go sometimes). Yet I'm always forgotten while everyone else,especially the new people, are just friends and part of the group without having to even try. It makes me really hate them and hope something bad happens to all of them.
I just really need new friends,but I don't know where to find them. I can only meet people through school and it seems like everyone I meet just gets worse and worse.
I love playing TTRPGs, but they kind of ruin it
I've been playing tabletop roleplaying games with a group of people for a while. I joined because I used to play with one of them as part of this group and he invited me to join his friends. We play different games and they're fun, we play board games sometimes too. But about half of the group makes it so hard sometimes and frankly ruin it causing it to stop being fun anymore. They play the same types of characters every time and it's always really violent ones that solve every problem by shooting anyone that doesn't agree with them and one of them keep attacking other players (for fun? or just to be a sick jerk?). A new person that knows both of them recently joined and he's just as bad. He always makes characters that are just characters from tv shows or video games and tends to attack first and that's most of it. It's especially bad if we're playing characters who are supposed to be bad. You can play an evil character without needing to do uneeded, just disgusting and morally
Screenwriting Ideas
I've been thinking of writing a script for fun or something. So this is just a list of ideas. -Deconstruction of a romantic comedy explanation: from the point of view of the initial partner of who would normally be the main character that always get left and usually cheated on so the "lead" can be with their "true love" meaning a complete stranger they don't even know. Maybe a horror? or thriller? Maybe look at Audition for inspiration? -Deconstruction of the whole uncool character changes to impress popular character and popular character gets upset explanation: Uncool character(UC) wants to be noticed by popular character(PC), UC changes and gets noticed by PC and other characters too, PC gets all upset and says they liked UC better before, UC points out that PC never noticed them until they changed and that PC is just mad that other characters notice them too so now they don't have to pine over PC (I always thought that was a weird thing that a character changing is
Work has not been going well
I had to leave work early a few days ago because I started feeling sick and I had to cancel coming in the next day. I got called in to come in tonight and right after we start someone accidentally rolls a cart over my ankle. It was super painful and my supervisor had to help me get up and sit down. I had to leave early because I can barely walk. At least it doesn't seem broken. The guy who did it seemed to feel really bad. It's mostly just really sore and now I won't be able to go in tomorrow. It's not swollen, but there's no way I'll be able to walk around much tomorrow. My supervisor was nice about it. It was an accident and not my fault. S
Mystery Story Idea
I've recently gotten into tabletop games. They're really fun. There's this one I played that we didn't get very far since it takes a pretty long time to make your character and we're not sure if we'll be able to continue. I really like the character I made so I've been thinking about writing a story about her since I've been thinking about a backstory and stuff. The game is called Part-Time Gods and I really would recommend it. Your character is the God/Goddess of whatever you choose and you have to balance things with their human life. I chose Mysteries. Which seems like it could make a cool story, especially since I went with my character b
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If you're quiet and only speak when spoken to, then they aren't going to have much fun. That's why they just shrug it off. They probably think that you don't enjoy being around them.