I think I'm broken

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I pretty much just broke in front of someone because of how they treat me. I feel so bad because of it. I try to be strong, but I don't know how long my walls will hold. Maybe I should call one of those suicide hotlines. They were really helpful though. At least I know that one person in the club cares and won't treat me like garbage. All it took was for them to see me break. I just hope it doesn't take me dying for everyone else to see.

I'm just so mad at them. For one thing the one president apparently has no morals and is dating a member so she'll probably get a much better part since she's a total sleaze with no morals like the last girl in the club. I really hate people sometimes. They get away with treating people like garbage and having no morals and just stepping all over people. Sometimes I really wish that someone would just post on our Facebook page and really just tear into the club, like enough to really make them all realize everything wrong that they're doing. Or that someone would tell the student government so we could get disbanded.

Maybe I should really consider moving to another state/country and changing schools and just unfriending all of them that have hurt me. Just starting new somewhere where they can't get me.

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